Spiritual Counselor
& Shaman, Master Healer & Teacher
I am a Spiritual
Counselor & Shaman, Master Healer & Teacher of Penobscot Native American
Heritage. I have been a seeker of truth and freedom my entire life
and I have studied with a variety of teachers, some who were very famous, some
who were unknown and some who were not even aware that they were my
teacher. The most powerful teaching experiences for me have occurred
during a series of Shakti experiences while gazing at a flower, the sky or
embracing the energy of a sacred site. In a moment of clarity five
years ago at an ancient temple in Teotihuacán Mexico, I was literally struck
down and my mind stopped dead in its tracks. In the vast stillness
that arose when the mind chatter dissolved I did not know who I was – there was
no point of reference, no movement and a sense of coming home.
By standing my ground
in that shaky state of being (not doing), the identification with the story of
“me” broke down, and everything that my mind created was lost. In
that place of stillness and peace, in the absence of old patterns or dreams,
the Truth of who I really am was revealed. And, it is in that place
of Truth that everything ends and all efforts to be someone or to find
something cease. Then, and only then, was I able to be fully
embraced by the fundamental and vibrant essence of life – spacious and full of
unconditional love!
I have learned that
surrender to what is in the eternal now is the process of yielding to rather
than opposing the flow of life. I have done so by opening my heart
to limiting and fearful thoughts and beliefs. By that I am not talking about
avoiding or overindulging in them. I am simply referring to meeting
them head on and discovering what is at their core – free from the workings of
the mind with all of its commentary, evaluation and speculation. I
am aware that if I go to battle with whatever arises in my consciousness I
reinforce those old and stale definitions of whom I “believed” I
was. However, if I yield and refuse to go to battle, the war is over
and peace breaks out. All that I really let go of is a story of
“me”, an illusion of my true nature.
Eventually we all
lose everything that our mind has created and awaken to who we truly
are. It is only when our love and desire for Truth outweighs our
personality's compulsive need for security that we begin to stop struggling and
allow our soul essence to be swept up into the arms of an ever unfolding
revelation of the Truth and Freedom of our divinity.
I pledge to be
totally and fully present for those who come to me seeking assistance in ending
involuntary and compulsive negative thinking. For all of us the
process starts by not denying our present situation, but by accepting what is
no matter how unpleasant it may seem. From that place, we can more
clearly see what needs to be done in order to take the responsible action
needed to transform what may seem like hell into heaven.
If you have questions
regarding the nature of my work; individual or couple spiritual counseling;
ongoing evening and weekend workshops; or if you are interested in going deeper
and participating in the advanced workgroups; my apprentice program; joining in
on power journeys to sacred sites; or to learn more about the content of the
healing modalities that I practice; please feel free to email me by clicking here or call me at
860-633-3487.
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